YESTER Year
As of the past year I went off the raw diet and ate cooked food consecutively for months, leading to severe health problems all related to constipation and actually mystifying and debilitating me for months at a time… I have been to the emergency room and Urgent care several times, been X rayed and examined. Yes, that bad. I keep returning to the raw lifestyle with modest improvements but no cure. Raw food now makes me sick. I am that backed up. No food makes it out any more. The colon is so full both x rays shocked the doctors. I have seen the bowl movements of large cooked food eating women and they are monstrous, like an eel, huge enough to be dangerous to flush! Like their entire colon was emptied all at once and here I sit struggling 50 times a day to see a pebble sized BM floating in the water… maybe. Yes, that bad. BODHICITTA
crossed over, I will enable others to cross.”
This fervent and most daring aspiration is called “the Noblest Aspiration.”
Chanda means a burning desire amounting to will or resolve, a preparedness for any eventuality. For example, suppose the entire universe was covered with sharp-pointed spikes, and suppose it was certain one could attain Buddhahood only by crossing it, the bodhisatta would never hesitate to cross it. Or suppose this universe was filled with glowing charcoal, the bodhisatta would not have wavered.
“Life is generous to those who pursue their destiny.”David Wolfe